I recently came out of a period of almost a year where I desperately wanted to get pregnant, and was looking for a church to join. Neither of those are bad things, just
VERY out of character for me. Then, a few months back, hubby and I were talking and he told me he wanted to get out of Spokane (the city where we both grew up and only moved back b/c his dad got very sick) as soon as reasonably possible. I got a huge smile on my face and it felt like someone took a huge load off my back. I woke up a week later and realized that I didn't want a baby anymore. I think I felt like if I had to live here I might as well hunker down, fit in, and start poppin' out babies.
Soooo.... lately this has become my theme song. I
Maroon 5!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d-Emu7h_nA"Must Get Out"
I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said
Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry
[Chorus:]
I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out
This is not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed
When I was
Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry
[Chorus]
There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through
[Chorus x2]
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out