R.I.P Brandi....you took my heart with you

Postby Muttkip » November 23rd, 2009, 3:51 pm

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'I Miss You' - Aailyah

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
said I've been needin you wantin you
Wantin you
Wonderin if you're the same and
Who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from highschool
You up and left me
We were close friends, also lovers
Did everything for one another
Now you're gone
And I'm lost without you here and now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back.... to me(to me)
Can you... feel me (callin)


It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I've been needin you
Wantin you
Wonderin if you're the same and
Who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

Now I'm sittin here
Thinkin bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin if you still care
I don't want to let you know
that it's killin me
I know you got another life
you gotta concentrate baby


Come back to me(to me)
Can you feel me (callin)
Hear me callin (for you) for you
cuz it's


It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I've been needin you
Wantin you
Wonderin if you're the same and
Who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you


It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I've been needin you
Wantin you
Wonderin if you're the same and
Who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I(I miss you)I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I
I can't wait no more
since you went away
I don't realy feel like talking
I dont want to hear the love thing
Baby do you understand me
I can't do anthing with out you

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I've been needin you
Wantin you
Wonderin if you're the same and
Who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes (Yeah)
I miss you
yeah yeah yeah

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It was NEVER supposed to END...not the way it did. My baby girl I'm so sorry! YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO DIE THAT WAY!!! I should have stayed home that day! I SHOULD HAVE NEVER WENT TO SCHOOL THAT DAY! I should have been there for you! BABY GIRL I MISS YOU!! PLEASE BRANDI COME BACK, I NEED YOU! Little girl it should have NEVER ended the way it did....I miss you more and more everyday. It gets harder and harder everyday without you. It's hard not having you here....I know it's been 5 years and I should over it by now. But Girly Girl you've been on my mind ALOT lately. Maybe it's because this May 13th it'll be 6 years since you died in my arms. I miss you Little Girl, one day I hope I can hold you again and play ball with you. Until then Girly Girl...I'll keep seeing you in my dreams.

R.I.P
Brandi
June 17th 1996-May 13th, 2004

I miss you Girly Girl

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For those of you who don't know Brandi, she was my APBT/SBT cross that was poisoned and died in my arms. Well we had her put down, my spent close to 500 dollars to keep her alove for a mere 3 hours so I could say good bye. She slipped away peacefully in my arms. She was the best friend I EVER had and she was that dog you come across once in a lifetime.....she was my everything and it's still hard to this day to look at her or her collar I kept without breaking down...I miss her....I really do

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Brandi was my heart-dog, my best friend, my everything. She was my entire world. I still mourn over her to this day, I feel the pain of not having her around still to this day. She was the perfect dog. She knew so many tricks and had such a zest for life. She died in a way that wasn't what she of all dogs deserved. I still cry over her every night. I just miss her so bad even after almost 5 years. Even after all that time it hasn't gotten any easier, she is what made me love this breed, she is what inspired me to live each day to the fullest. I just miss my baby girl.
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Postby ArtGypsy » November 23rd, 2009, 4:19 pm

:( :cry2:

Thank you for sharing this with us............I can see your heart is broken...

I wish for You,,,,,,,,,,,,,,------------------PEACE.


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Postby TinaMartin » November 23rd, 2009, 4:26 pm

I'm sorry for your loss.
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Postby iluvk9 » November 23rd, 2009, 4:45 pm

I am so sorry...She was a cutie and lucky to have such a loving owner as you.
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Postby pitbullmamaliz » November 23rd, 2009, 4:46 pm

RIP Brandi...you were obviously very well-loved. :(
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Postby HappyChick » November 23rd, 2009, 5:00 pm

Heather - I know exactly how you feel losing your heart dog. I too, wish you peace. Remember your love for her and her love for you will live forever.

RIP sweet angel Brandi.
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Postby LMM » November 23rd, 2009, 6:45 pm

RIP Brandi :(
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Postby amazincc » November 23rd, 2009, 7:02 pm

I'm so sorry, Heather. :sad2: :hug3:
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Postby Muttkip » November 24th, 2009, 10:08 pm

Thank you everyone for your kind words.....I will be getting her a memorial Tattoo here in a few weeks. I hope she would have liked it :/
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Postby Ino » November 24th, 2009, 10:25 pm

RIP Brandi. Loss of a beloved companion is hard, I am sorry for your loss.
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Postby Patch O' Pits » November 25th, 2009, 10:58 am

I'm so very sorry for your loss :sad2:

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Postby Muttkip » July 29th, 2010, 1:21 am

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfVA_6WRGbc

This is the song I dedicate to you baby girl....I miss you more with each passing day.

I'm crying my eyes out as a I type this......

You've been on my mind a lot lately, I can't believe it's been 6 YEARS!!! I know you were only a dog, but to me you were my best friend. I love you more the words can say. In the short time I knew you, you showed me what it was like to have a TRUE best friend, even if you were JUST a dog as some people say, but you were MY best friend, I told you everything and you took my darkest and deepest secrets to the grave with you. You were so damn loyal and so damn amazing. I miss you, I miss our runs, I miss the long hours of playing fetch, I miss sneaking you up on my bed even though you weren't allowed to. I still have your purple collar and your favorite purple ball. I'm getting that tattoo soon baby girl. I'm getting it just for YOU, with your name in your favorite color PURPLE. Hell I still throw your favorite food on the ground all the time thinking you'll run around the corner to eat. I can't even eat pizza these last 6 years without looking around for you. It was your favorite food. I still remember that last night you were alive, mom let you sleep in the bed with me for the first time. It was like you knew and wanted me to have that one night with you.

I still miss you more and more with each passing day girly girl. Until I see you again baby girl I love you and I'm thinking of you ALWAYS!!!

I love you Brand New Doggie!!! Brandi you will forever live in my heart!!!!

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Postby iluvk9 » July 29th, 2010, 6:05 am

Brandi, you were certainly loved by Heather. What a lucky dog you were.
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